Feet First
I've been away for so long, that I decided to just jump back in feet first. Which, actually, is the way I've been living life lately. Those of you who know me fairly well, know that I lead a very compartmentalized, controlled and risk-free sort of existence. Somehow in the last few months, I agreed to throw caution to the wind; give up the comforts of my safe, little condo and buy a home. A dream home.
Or so we thought....
Oh, it's beautiful and all that. The location (on the river) sublime. There's even a barn for Jim's workshop with a finished loft.
But, somehow, I was so taken by the seller's decorating that I foolishly thought, "We can move right in. We won't have to do a thing!" Hah! Double HAH! Oh, the folly.
I could tell you how the seller, who like the Grinch Who Stole Christmas, took every last fixture right down to the bathroom mirrors. She left nothing but spackled holes, forcing us to paint every room in the house. Oh, and yeah, the last night she slept here, on our dime? Her dog got sprayed by skunk. "Oh, you might smell it a bit." A bit? A BIT?! I might spend the next two weeks trying to get rid of the smell!
Or I could tell you about the foreign cleaning ladies I hired to help me clean the bathrooms and kitchen and woodwork. When I asked if they could possibly come back again, the Engish-speaking one ever so politely said, "I don't tink so."
Or how Joey, on the first chance he got, ran out the front door and up the street towards "home." I had to scream at him that we were going for a ride so he would come back. Or about the unprecedented tornado that ripped through town the first weekend we moved in. Yeah, I could tell you all of that and much, much more.
The truth is that once we have added our touches and invest a small fortune, this house will be our dream house. Little by little, we are unpacking, painting, adding the familiar and trying to make it our own. For a controlled, anxiety-ridden person like myself, I am feeling as though my snow globe has been shaken.
But I'm still spending Tuesdays with my little cut-up, and that makes me happy.
I have so many projects that I'm knitting in my head. And a couple I'm actually trying to work on. And the new Norah Gaughan book I bought to dream over. And a big project at work. So much swirling through my head. Guess I'll just jump in. Feet first.
Oh, and so far? No ghosts!















